Since Isla was born in 2017, life has felt so content. I had almost forgotten what a content life felt like. I always knew at some point the voices, that chatter in your head would get louder and louder about wanting another child. Yes; despite all I have been through to get one living child…

As hard as it is to write down our journey, I hope to be able to help others not feel so alone during what is a very daunting and vulnerable time. If you find yourself here, I am sending you lots of love, hugs and strength. Believe me… the pain does ease and you will…